You tried to ruin me, but I was one step ahead.
You shattered my dignity, but I never bled.
Never will I cry for you.
Never will I care.
Because all along, I was strong,
While you were never there.
Years will pass, and I’ll lie awake in bed.
Staring at the looking glass, thoughts of you in my head.
Still, I have not shed a tear.
Still, I’ve no regrets.
Because you’re still gone, but you were wrong,
I’ve nothing to confess.
Secrets and lies were never my game, that’s why I always lost.
And losing is a crying shame, when your heart is the cost.
Judge me all you want, I say.
Judge me as you please.
A love that sour, in its finest hour,
Is nothing short of a disease.